Wednesday, October 29, 2008
An AMAZING Dream!!!!
omg so i just have to tell u all bout this amazing dream that i had last nite. so it kinda is weirdo but then again amazing too. So i was in this band and we were performing at this concert and we were going to skydive into the concert. its weird i no. but so i was the last one and i jumped and it was all amazing. so we get to the concert and perform and i dont really remember that part too well. but then we go to this huge party and like everyone in the entire world was there lol well not really but mostly everyone i knew. so we were just hanging out and everyone thought we were amazing and that we did a really good job and yah. then i saw alex and he was with this girl name julie, idk who that is but anyways. so i was with nes quick and we were going outside and i saw alex and was like do u wanna come with us. so he came and we were outside and hes like where u wanna go cali, denver, london, around the block. and i was like probabley i could not go to anywhere but around the block so we went. and so alex takes my hand and we start walking and talking and just yah normal. then nes quick comes right between us and takes his hand and my hand and whispered to me dont do this. so i just listened. we were walking and talking some more and then we got to this grass area and we were just standing there and then the sprinklers came on and so we were all just playing in them and it was fun lol. then i woke up and it was over. idk why that is so amazing but it was. so i txted cha cha and asked is it true that if you have a dream bout someone they fell asleep thinking of you and it said you were probabley thinking of them and you brain made a dream. so then i ask another question. did they fall asleep thinking of me and cha cha said yes he fell asleep thining of you. but i didnt say he b4 i said did they. i think it just read my mind or something lol. well i gots to go but love u all!!!!!
Friday, October 17, 2008
Friday October 17, 2008
hey everyone!!! today i have to day off of school but then again i dont really have the day off. i have to leave for choreography in 20 minutes. and then pretty much i have to stay there from 10:00- 5:30. i know its like the whole day. its going to be really long and exhausting and then i have a game tonite so its going to be even longer. just wow. it is going to be a very long day. but pretty much my life has been going amazingly well the last couple of days. i only had to go to school monday and tuesday so that pretty much rocked. but then i had to take the planned test and i think i did horrible on that. and yesterday i went on a field trip and it was really boring. i liked not having to go to school but yah. pretty much weirdo people txt me. but i did learn that i am very good at handling people coming in and out of my life. cuz it kinda happens a lot to me. i have to leave in 10 minutes. i am kinda really nervous for choreography cuz i am not very good at my turns or toe touches or kickline. i am really nervous. wow. i hope i can make it through the day. wish me luck!! hope u all are amazing.
me <3 <3 <3 <3
me <3 <3 <3 <3
Saturday, October 11, 2008
hey everyone!! this is going to be a really long post cuz i have to do that 7 weido facts bout myself and then i want to do this thing that sam did and its where u say 20 people your thinking bout and u dont say there names so other people have to guess them and then i just want to tell u bout my life. so...
Tagged
1. i dont like tomatoes cuz they are squishy and ickie
2. i like living in brighton but when i graduate i want to move away from here
3. i dont like my name. its really weird and no one can say it right and it bugs the crap out of me.
4. my favorite food in the entire world is ceral. i could eat it everyday for breakfast lunch and dinner lol.
5. i love the snow just cuz i think its really romantic lol
6. i am a total rebel and if someone tells me to not do something then i am going to do it
7. i always have to wash my hands cuz i have a hand phobia or something and if they feel dirty then i have to go and wash them and then after that i always put lotion on
ok i have to tag 7 people... samme, trisha, sister weber, sister eaton, sister lewis, tae, and sam
well i will just tell u bout my life right now. well yesterday was way better and thursday was just sad. i wood rather not talk bout thursday. but yesterday i just had a good time with my life cuz i stopped worrying and caring and just went for it. i will tell u some funny parts from yesterday. well at lunch yesterday dylan told me and nomi to wait for him outside the mods cuz he had to finish a test. he said he only had 3 problems left. so we were standing outside for 45 minutes. and it was freezing cold yesterday. it was like ice and we were standing outside waiting for him. we were just talking bout random things but everything seemed to be so funny. so i told nomi to go and see if dylan was almost done. she was all scared and i was laughing my head off outside and she opened the door and everyone turned to look at her and shes whispered "DYLAN" and he just turned around and looked at her and laughed. but it was freezing i could not feel my toes or my fingers. so we started sending him a trillion messeges and calling and leaving voicemails. finally when dylan got outside he checked his phone and he had like 10 messeges that all said hurry up, we are leaving, go faster and stuff like that. it was so funny. o and why we were standing outside i decided to put my fingers on my stomach to warm them up and wow that was freezing and i almost peed myself lol. but yah. then pretty muc the rest of my day was just amazing lol. today i am going to the movies with my friend tallie to see lakeview terrance that one movie with samuel l jackson. its going to be amazing. then i think i might go to the dance but idk yet. but i hope today will just be amazing as yesterday lol.
ok so these are the 20 people on my mind...
1. she is my best friend and i love her so much and she just always makes me laugh and cares bout me so much. she came to my house to check on me and it might not seem like a lot but it meant the world to me. i am so glad we became friends 3 years ago. your the bestest and i loves u a ton. i know there is a ton of drama but we can make it through together. hearts!!!!!
2. i just have to say this persons name cuz i love saying it... DuCkIeEeEeEeEeE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! your are so amazing and i love u to death. thank you for keeping all my secrets and i am so glad i can count on u in my life. you the bomb lol and sometime we will get high off of chocolate milk again lol.
3. you did amazing in the play and i am so glad that you are my best friend. i know i should listen to u more often but yah i kinda have a mind of my own. thank you for the tropical skittles they were so yummy!!! your amazing and i love u. o and remember the stuff i told u bout health class lol... that was so hilarious.
4. we have been through a lot and i am so glad that i can count on u in whatever situation i get myself into. you are always there for me no matter what. and i no that if i ever did get into really big trouble that u wood be there to help me through. you the best and i love u. no making out with anyone.. but if u do i totally want to hear bout if b4 anyone else does. lol. try not to get aids lol
5. i dont think i have ever been in a fight with u. maybe like once. and i am so glad that i can have a friend who is so much like me that we never get into fights. you are my TPing buddy and we have to go like one more time b4 TPing season is over. you are an amaZZing listener and u always have great advice to give me when i am through with my story. you are so pretty and i love u to death!!!!
6. thank you for understanding me and knowing me like the back of your hand. i am so glad that u will always love me no matter what. you are the coolest mom ever. thank you for everything!!! i love u!!! ha ha ha drop it like its hot lol
7. dad!!!! i love u so much!!! thanks for always being on my side against mom. i just love to u pieces lol. your the bestest dad ever. i no my life is really easy and thanks for making it that way for me. i love u forever!!!
8. my babies!! you always make me smile no matter what u just can always come and give me a hug and then i feel better already. thank you for listening to my stories even tho u probabley dont understand them at all. but u ask me questions and give me advice even tho its pretty hilarious sometimes. i love being inside you hugs!!! love u!!!
9. my little football player!!! you are growing up so fast it makes me wanna cry. idk what to even say to u. you are going to be a hottie when u grow up and i am going to make sure u get the best girlfriend ever. you so cute and u have to hugest chubby ccheeks ever!!! lol love u!!!
10. you the sweetest emo kid ever!! you are so adorable i just want to squeeze u!!! you have to softest hair and even tho u havent told me your story yet i still need to hear it. u should beat up that one guy for me... well i love u!!!!
11. you are the reason why this week has been crappy. idk what to even do bout u. i try to show u i care and that i love u and then u just stab me in the back so idk what to do. i really want to help u get ypu life in order but u dont listen to me.
12. your the guy. i fell for u and then u crushed me. but now u want me back again... it doesnt even make sense. i think we are better off just being best friends like we used to be. i know we can get through this and just be best friends forever.
13. thank you for being so tough and making people afraid of u lol. you da bomb. and you are probabley the whitest black girl ever lol. your amazing and i love u!!!
14. ok so i think u really need to ask my friend out already. she totally likes u (i think) and u totally like her and u guys are so cute together. so u no just go for it and see what happens.
15. thank you for wanting to shove that guy in a locker for me!!!! that makes me laugh so hard lol. i am so glad that you are one of my best friends!! i love u to death!!!! yessi!!!! <3 <3 <3
16. i cant wait to go to the movies with u tonight it is going to be so much fun!!!!! yay!!! lol. even tho u say u hate me and u say that i hate u... well i dont of course lol. i love u more than words can say. and i love all of our little hand signals in newspaper lol.
17. i have to say your name too cuz i love saying it lol!!!! BAM!! Buttercup. what an amazing rockstar name lol. you are so sweet and pretty and i just love u. i am glad that u and my sister are friends. you amazing and i love u!!!!
18. thank you for always helping me dye my hair. i am so excited for this week cuz u are helping me again. i cant even wait to see how it turns out lol loves ya!!!!
19. i am so sorry for talking bout death the way i did. i know that must be really hard for you. i love u so much and i am always her for u when u need a good laugh. your amazing!!!
20. its 11:11, make a wish!!!!!!!
i am finally done and this is really long lol. i hope u all have an amazing day!!! loves u all a ton!!!
me <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Tagged
1. i dont like tomatoes cuz they are squishy and ickie
2. i like living in brighton but when i graduate i want to move away from here
3. i dont like my name. its really weird and no one can say it right and it bugs the crap out of me.
4. my favorite food in the entire world is ceral. i could eat it everyday for breakfast lunch and dinner lol.
5. i love the snow just cuz i think its really romantic lol
6. i am a total rebel and if someone tells me to not do something then i am going to do it
7. i always have to wash my hands cuz i have a hand phobia or something and if they feel dirty then i have to go and wash them and then after that i always put lotion on
ok i have to tag 7 people... samme, trisha, sister weber, sister eaton, sister lewis, tae, and sam
well i will just tell u bout my life right now. well yesterday was way better and thursday was just sad. i wood rather not talk bout thursday. but yesterday i just had a good time with my life cuz i stopped worrying and caring and just went for it. i will tell u some funny parts from yesterday. well at lunch yesterday dylan told me and nomi to wait for him outside the mods cuz he had to finish a test. he said he only had 3 problems left. so we were standing outside for 45 minutes. and it was freezing cold yesterday. it was like ice and we were standing outside waiting for him. we were just talking bout random things but everything seemed to be so funny. so i told nomi to go and see if dylan was almost done. she was all scared and i was laughing my head off outside and she opened the door and everyone turned to look at her and shes whispered "DYLAN" and he just turned around and looked at her and laughed. but it was freezing i could not feel my toes or my fingers. so we started sending him a trillion messeges and calling and leaving voicemails. finally when dylan got outside he checked his phone and he had like 10 messeges that all said hurry up, we are leaving, go faster and stuff like that. it was so funny. o and why we were standing outside i decided to put my fingers on my stomach to warm them up and wow that was freezing and i almost peed myself lol. but yah. then pretty muc the rest of my day was just amazing lol. today i am going to the movies with my friend tallie to see lakeview terrance that one movie with samuel l jackson. its going to be amazing. then i think i might go to the dance but idk yet. but i hope today will just be amazing as yesterday lol.
ok so these are the 20 people on my mind...
1. she is my best friend and i love her so much and she just always makes me laugh and cares bout me so much. she came to my house to check on me and it might not seem like a lot but it meant the world to me. i am so glad we became friends 3 years ago. your the bestest and i loves u a ton. i know there is a ton of drama but we can make it through together. hearts!!!!!
2. i just have to say this persons name cuz i love saying it... DuCkIeEeEeEeEeE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! your are so amazing and i love u to death. thank you for keeping all my secrets and i am so glad i can count on u in my life. you the bomb lol and sometime we will get high off of chocolate milk again lol.
3. you did amazing in the play and i am so glad that you are my best friend. i know i should listen to u more often but yah i kinda have a mind of my own. thank you for the tropical skittles they were so yummy!!! your amazing and i love u. o and remember the stuff i told u bout health class lol... that was so hilarious.
4. we have been through a lot and i am so glad that i can count on u in whatever situation i get myself into. you are always there for me no matter what. and i no that if i ever did get into really big trouble that u wood be there to help me through. you the best and i love u. no making out with anyone.. but if u do i totally want to hear bout if b4 anyone else does. lol. try not to get aids lol
5. i dont think i have ever been in a fight with u. maybe like once. and i am so glad that i can have a friend who is so much like me that we never get into fights. you are my TPing buddy and we have to go like one more time b4 TPing season is over. you are an amaZZing listener and u always have great advice to give me when i am through with my story. you are so pretty and i love u to death!!!!
6. thank you for understanding me and knowing me like the back of your hand. i am so glad that u will always love me no matter what. you are the coolest mom ever. thank you for everything!!! i love u!!! ha ha ha drop it like its hot lol
7. dad!!!! i love u so much!!! thanks for always being on my side against mom. i just love to u pieces lol. your the bestest dad ever. i no my life is really easy and thanks for making it that way for me. i love u forever!!!
8. my babies!! you always make me smile no matter what u just can always come and give me a hug and then i feel better already. thank you for listening to my stories even tho u probabley dont understand them at all. but u ask me questions and give me advice even tho its pretty hilarious sometimes. i love being inside you hugs!!! love u!!!
9. my little football player!!! you are growing up so fast it makes me wanna cry. idk what to even say to u. you are going to be a hottie when u grow up and i am going to make sure u get the best girlfriend ever. you so cute and u have to hugest chubby ccheeks ever!!! lol love u!!!
10. you the sweetest emo kid ever!! you are so adorable i just want to squeeze u!!! you have to softest hair and even tho u havent told me your story yet i still need to hear it. u should beat up that one guy for me... well i love u!!!!
11. you are the reason why this week has been crappy. idk what to even do bout u. i try to show u i care and that i love u and then u just stab me in the back so idk what to do. i really want to help u get ypu life in order but u dont listen to me.
12. your the guy. i fell for u and then u crushed me. but now u want me back again... it doesnt even make sense. i think we are better off just being best friends like we used to be. i know we can get through this and just be best friends forever.
13. thank you for being so tough and making people afraid of u lol. you da bomb. and you are probabley the whitest black girl ever lol. your amazing and i love u!!!
14. ok so i think u really need to ask my friend out already. she totally likes u (i think) and u totally like her and u guys are so cute together. so u no just go for it and see what happens.
15. thank you for wanting to shove that guy in a locker for me!!!! that makes me laugh so hard lol. i am so glad that you are one of my best friends!! i love u to death!!!! yessi!!!! <3 <3 <3
16. i cant wait to go to the movies with u tonight it is going to be so much fun!!!!! yay!!! lol. even tho u say u hate me and u say that i hate u... well i dont of course lol. i love u more than words can say. and i love all of our little hand signals in newspaper lol.
17. i have to say your name too cuz i love saying it lol!!!! BAM!! Buttercup. what an amazing rockstar name lol. you are so sweet and pretty and i just love u. i am glad that u and my sister are friends. you amazing and i love u!!!!
18. thank you for always helping me dye my hair. i am so excited for this week cuz u are helping me again. i cant even wait to see how it turns out lol loves ya!!!!
19. i am so sorry for talking bout death the way i did. i know that must be really hard for you. i love u so much and i am always her for u when u need a good laugh. your amazing!!!
20. its 11:11, make a wish!!!!!!!
i am finally done and this is really long lol. i hope u all have an amazing day!!! loves u all a ton!!!
me <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
my life is gay...
so today has been horrible and i cried. i am at lunch and i have been crying my eyes out like all day. i hope a killer clown comes and gets me and kills me in the nite. then i wood never have to deal with my life ever again. and trisha could plan my funeral and it wood be the coolest funeral ever. and if i died no one wood care anyways. so someone should just stab me in the heart cuz thats how i feel metaphorically right now. well there was this guy that i was going out with and he was like the sweetest guy ever but then some stupid girl (no names) who is the b word with capital all letters ruined my life. she is such a slut and i want to stab her. i feel like screaming right now. o and its the STUPIDEST way to end a relationship with " i think we should just be friends" i hate it when guys do that. expecially over txting. no one does that. people who do are complete a holes. idk what i am even going to do now since my heart has been smashed once again. the guy that i was going out with was a JERK and the girl that ruined us is a SLUT times infinity plus one. i cant even stop saying that. i hope he will try txting me and i will never write back and he will still like me and he will realize that she is a slut and i am way better than her. but by the time that happens it will be too late. my heart will have healed and i will be over him. wow. well i kinda have to go back to school but loves u all except that girl and that guy.
me
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