Thursday August 14, 2008

well everyone, school is starting today. someone should just kill me now. i so do not want to go back to school. it is going to be horrible. well i hope not. but if u always plan for the worst then your feelings will never be crushed. so... i dont really have that much time cuz school is going to be starting in like 22 minutes. luckily i live across the street tho so i can be late. my mom hates me. she made me take a picture and well i look horrible. ah!!!!!! i just hope today will be amazing. i kinda feel like crying right now. i am just so nervous. but i am just going to try my hardest to not be shy anymore and just be crazy and wild like i am all around my friends. naomi is coming to my house right now so we can walk to school together. it will be amazing. with her i no i have at least one friend. since today is so depressing i want to tell u bout last nite which was not depressing at all!!! well i went to yw and we played olympics. it was so much fun. we brought joel and well he is really shy but he is so sweet. i just love that kid. but we pretty much just hung out the whole time and talked. then joel started throwing berries at me and he gave me a fat lip. it was gay. but then i smacked him and it was all better. ah!!!! school starts in 13 minutes. omg omg omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i guess i better get ready to go, well i lov3s ya all and i hope u have an amazing day today!!!!!!

me <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

ps. if i post another post today then u no i had an amazing day and if i dont then well my day sucked. wish me luck!!!!

Monday August 11, 2008

hey everyone!!! wow its been FoReVeR!!!! but i have just been so busy. well i went to durango and it was amaZZing. well it was fun and it was good to get away again but it rained like the whole time we were there. it was gay. well i went tubing and it was so much fun. but my arms were so sore the next day i could barely pull my pants up lol. but i got a pretty amazing tan line from being in my swimsuit all day lol. then it started raining after that and it pretty much sucked. the whole time i was gone i didnt see any hot guys. wow... thats a first for me lol. but yah. so i got this amazing hoodie while i was gone. its so cute. it is black and it says fun valley colorado in white letters. thats the place where we stayed. but yah. while i was gone i realized that i am so used to 90 degree weather that when its like 60 i am freezing. we were driving home and i had my hoodie on the whole time and it was 90. wow. but yah. so then i got home and unpacked and everything. then i went to yw that nite and played in the raid with davin since everyone else hates me and wood not come. but kinda it was really sad cuz tyler hates me now. something happened and i flipped out on wednesday and now he wont talk to me. i am not very good at keeping best friends. its gay, my life is gay. but then on thursday i went to registration. omg i wanted to DIE!!! well i didnt see any of my friends which was really sad and i saw everyone that i hated. yep my life is gay. me and my mom stood in line for 2 hours and i wanted it to be summer again already. the first day of school is going to be just wow. i dont think i can make it. but then i went to waterworld with jocie, tori, duckie, and me. it was fun. we had a blast and rode a trillion rides. and guess what... i did see a million hot guys there lol. there was this one guy and u could like see all the lines on his six pack and i wanted to die lol. but it was a blast. then i spent the nite at naomis house for the first time since we have been friends. it was amazing. but i fell asleep when we were watching this movie but i was so freaken tired but i felt really bad. sorry nomi!!! then the next day i went to registration with her. it was way faster then when i went to mine. but yah. then we had sammes going away party... sad but so much fun!!!! we did a whole bunch of crazy things lol. we were dancing and playing games in the streets then we ding dong ditched the hot guy that live across the street and left him some goodies lol. then we went TPing and yah it was a blast. we made prank phone calls lol omg morgan is amazing at that lol. honey nut cheerio... your my hero lol!!!!!! o yah and we all got ceral nicknames, i am coca puff. then on saturday i went to see swing vote with trisha and lulu. it was not as funny as i thought it was going to be and it was really sad but it was good. then i read my book the rest of the weekend and i finished it today. wow im done with my homework lol. well i have written a lot lol. and i need to download my metro station cd onto my ipod. omg i forgot to tell u guys that metro station is my new fav band lol!!!! well lovers u all!!!

me <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3