Thursday August 14, 2008

well everyone, school is starting today. someone should just kill me now. i so do not want to go back to school. it is going to be horrible. well i hope not. but if u always plan for the worst then your feelings will never be crushed. so... i dont really have that much time cuz school is going to be starting in like 22 minutes. luckily i live across the street tho so i can be late. my mom hates me. she made me take a picture and well i look horrible. ah!!!!!! i just hope today will be amazing. i kinda feel like crying right now. i am just so nervous. but i am just going to try my hardest to not be shy anymore and just be crazy and wild like i am all around my friends. naomi is coming to my house right now so we can walk to school together. it will be amazing. with her i no i have at least one friend. since today is so depressing i want to tell u bout last nite which was not depressing at all!!! well i went to yw and we played olympics. it was so much fun. we brought joel and well he is really shy but he is so sweet. i just love that kid. but we pretty much just hung out the whole time and talked. then joel started throwing berries at me and he gave me a fat lip. it was gay. but then i smacked him and it was all better. ah!!!! school starts in 13 minutes. omg omg omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i guess i better get ready to go, well i lov3s ya all and i hope u have an amazing day today!!!!!!

me <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

ps. if i post another post today then u no i had an amazing day and if i dont then well my day sucked. wish me luck!!!!