Monday September 1, 2008

well guys, its almost been a month lol. and even tho i didnt make another post after school it was still good. well school is school but theres other reasons why i am enjoying it this year. well first i made the varsity dance team and i LOV3 it!!!! it is so much fun. we have to run the mile everyday and then do other "conditioning" techniques. its hard work but its really paying off. my clothes are starting to not fit and its only been like 2 weeks. i had my first game on friday and it was amazing lol. i love performing, its such an adrenaline rush. the dance team last year was not that good but this year everyone loved it and it was just rockstar to hear everyone cheer for us. wow its fun lol. then the second reason why its going amazing is that i am making a trillion new friends. but this year not that many new girlfriends cuz girls cause way too much drama. so guy friends is the way to go. i have made a trillion and its rockstar lol. i love just going to school and being myself and just not caring anymore. i cant even wait for homecoming lol. well this weekend i had my game on friday and that kicked butt and then i went to lulus birthday party it was amazing lol. we watched disturbia, omg that is like the scariest movie ever. i swear i never screamed so much. after the movie i couldnt even feel my hand lol. then me and lulu went outside and were just talking and hanging out. she went inside but i stayed out there. i fell asleep. it was scary. i woke up at like 4 in the morning and was going to go inside but someone locked the door and so i had to stay out there the rest of the nite. it was scary, i thought a serial killer was going to come get me lol. omg thats another thing lol. every guy that had his right ear pierced is a serial killer lol. its kinda hilarious lol. but anyways. lulu came outside and woke me up and my eye was swollen. i bug had bitten me and i looked like freaken quazie modo. it was gay. then i took some benadril and it went down. then i came home on saturday after volleyball, we won a game and lost one, and i went to sleep. i woke up at like 6 and took a shower and blah blah blah and then i went to bed at like 7:30. i went to church and it was gay. then i came home after that and started reading twlight and since then i cannot put it down. its like all i have been doin. i am on page 340. omg bella and edward are so fraken cute together. i so want a guy like that but maybe not a vampire lol. but ugh omg lol its adorable. yah lol. then today i went to this picnic thing and hung out with lulu, trie, duckie, tori, and emma. it was rockstar. we were right by the skate park. we went over there and were just messing around and crap. but i totally didnt even no it but aaron and christian were there. i wanted to die right then. it was horrible. i made davin go ask them what there names were just to make sure and well trie was right. it was sad. she left me and i was sitting on the bench all by myself just watching them skate. a lot was going through my mind and trie already knows what im thinking right now even tho i wish i wasnt. its gay. but yah, they kept calling my name and i wood turn around and look at them but yah we didnt talk. i kinda regret not talking to aaron. but yah. well this is really long and i need to go take a shower. ttyl!!!! loves ya all ton!!!!

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