Wednesday June 25, 2008

hay everyone. i was signing in and it was showing all the blogs that have been updated and there was this one that said lesbian lovers... o wow lol. and omg i am so starving cuz i have not eaten since lunch. but i made myself a pot pie and it just came out and its burning my mouth but it is so yummy u have to try one lol. today i dont really no how to describe it, cuz my mood and feelings wood change so fast. one minute happy, one minute sad, one minute mad, one minute frustrated... just omg. i think i am bipolar or something. i kinda flipped out like a million times today. so this morning was alright. then trisha invited her friend kailee to yw tonite and i thought she hated me so i just started crying and was like omg. but kinda kailee is like my new best friend she is amazing lol. i love u kailee lol!!! but ya. then there is this thing that i cant tell anyone. but kinda some people already no and if u do then u no how much i am flipping out about it. it is like all i think about and its really sad but then kinda happy i guess to. i just idk yet. i need to make a pros and cons list... trisha that is ur job. and no its not a guy. i am done with guys. lol! but ya . so for mutual tonite i went ice blocking... omg it was so freaken AMAZING!!! lol!!! i had so much fun. i am so glad i went. but i wore shorts, that is not a good idea. for those of u who dont no wat ice blocking is well u take a huge block of ice and slide down a hill on it. it sounds stupid but pretty much its so much fun. it gives u an adreanaline rush... idk how to say or spell that word lol. so yah. it was just so much fun. but then i came home and i got in a huge fight with my parents bout that thing and yah. but i am better now. so there is one thing that i regret the most right now and that is ever going out with aaron. cuz if i never went out with him then he wood still be my friend and he wood be txting me right now and yah. he always new wat to say in watever kind of problem i was having. if he ever reads this which i doubt he will lol but i really miss ur advice so u should just txt me sometime cuz i have a million problems and i just miss talking to u. but yah i doubt he will ever even no that. i am not even finished eating my pot pie and i am full. something is wrong wit me i ate like half of it. yah. but i am just going to go to bed. well call trisha again and then go to bed. i hope u all had a freaken dazzling day!!! i love u all!!!

hearts&hugs,

me