Monday, June 23, 2008

Monday June 23, 2008

hey everyone.. so my life sucks. i really want to cry. i the most horrible day ever and to top it all off i had a horrible night to. so it started this morning when i was in a terrible mood. i started yelling at everyone. then my mom got mad. then we were talking and then i started crying. and i just cried on her shoulder for like 2 hours. it was horrible. and i had a huge headache. finally when i was done i just went on the computer. i changed my blog and it looks amazing. but ya. so the main thing that ruined my hole freaken day was trisha. ah!!! i was just trying to be nice and then she was just being the B word. so i was going to invite her over after the movies and spend the night, so i asked her wat she was doing tomorro. she said amy was coming over tonite i was like ok nevermind. and then i was like dont txt me tonite and shes like why and i was like cuz ur going to be with amy and she said so and i said well i dont want to be rude. and then we got in this huge fight and so we are still fighting. cuz i dont no wat she told everyone tonite but both tyler and amy said i started the fight cuz i got mad cuz she invited amy and not me. that is not even the story. maybe people should just tell the truth. i think i am going to cry again. just ugh. everything in my life is not going right it keeps going wrong. things just keep getting worse. just omg. so ya i think i am just going to go to bed and think till i fall asleep. kinda i have a lot to think about. its hard to be strong when ur weak to begin with. its hard to be strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong. well i hope u all had a way better day than me...

hearts&hugs,
me

ps. sorry that this post is all over the place, but kinda i cant focus on anything.
pss. i dont think i am going to go to mutual wednesday or the dance. sorry guys.

3 comments:

Kaitlin Hergenrider said...

Hope everything gets better.

~me! said...

yeah kinda is isnt, it keeps getting worse.

Samme said...

o my goodness! im sorry! idk what to say! well like what lulu says hope everything gets better! well i don't think you started the fight. it sure doesn't sound like it! well i support you no matter what and i love ya! can't wait to go to girl's camp to get away from this..........i think that's why they have girl's camp. that was blonde. idk, well maybe girl's camp will be a healing think and and if i was with you i would hug you to death! when life gets worse say "samme still loves me!" ahhhhhhh and i do!

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