Monday June 16, 2008

so omg its been forever!!!! ah!!! i have missed my computer lol!!! so well utah was amazing lol. it felt so good to just get away from it all and not have to worry bout anything. like omg lol. i had fun just hanging out with my cousin and watching movies. by the way, my new fav movie is transformers lol!!! that movie is so freaken amazzing lol!!! so... for like christmas i so want it lol. to any of u who are willing to buy me my fav movie lol. jk jk jk. well when me and trisha have our will smith party we are so watching it cuz like no one has seen it. and everyone who hasnt seen it really needs to lol. but ya lol. so i made a lot of changes to my blog cuz it was gay and boring. but my most favorite thing is my music!!! its exciting to open my blog and have my fav songs start to play lol. so i have kinda not been thinking a lot lately which is good lol. well except when i have been driving and sitting in the car. i drove like a million hours it was so omg. my grandpa was telling me wat to do and i just wanted to smack him. he can be really annoying but he means good and i no that. i like being with my grandparents cuz they let me do watever i want and they respect me for me. which feels good. im listening to touch my body lol right now. i havent heard this song in forever lol!!! its pretty much amazing!!! lol. so since everyone thinks i am a flirt i no where i get it from. my uncle loyd. he is like a million lol but he was flirting with everyone and they were all family. lol. so thats where i get it lol. i am sorry to every guy that i ever flirted with i didnt really mean to it just happens. i dont even no why guys went out with me, i mean seriously. i look horrible and i am a freak lol. no joke lol. guys like aaron and michael omg wat were u thinking lol. seriously tho. so... ya. but i was just going to write something but then i forgot lol. its hard to put what im thinking about into words. its gay lol . so i did decide one very important thinng while i was gone. well actually two lol. the first one is that i do not care what people think of me anymore. i just dont. they can say anything they want and i wood want them to tell me face to face what they think of me but that doesnt always happen. but i am just not going to listen to wat they have to say cuz i like being me. so if u have anything to say to me leave me a comment and a name, first and last. unless ur for sure i no u lol then u dont have to put ur last name lol. but ya lol. so the second thing that i decieded is that omg i missed a ton of people lol and my music. omg if i moved i wood have to find a new favorite radio station lol. and i missed everyone so much even tho i was only gone for a week lol. if i moved i wood be lost without all my amazing friends!!! i just heart u guys!!! thanks for being amazing lol!!! so idk wat i am doing for the rest of the week lol hmmm... im bored. now im listening to switch lol. amazing!! so my friend brandon called me out of no where it was weird. he is one of my really good friends little brother and i havent talked to him in like 10 years. and the last time i talked to him he told me he was emo and he sent me a pic of his arm and then his face. he just looked really sad and not himself. it was sad. but when i talked to him today he seemed happy so that is good. im listening to crying out for me remix lol its way better than the regular version. lol. so for those of u i havent told, i have a new best friend. his name is gage and his is like my second cousin i think. lol he is 9 and the baby of a set of triplets. he is pretty amazing lol. he does bmx and was like the national chanpion or something idk lol but he does really good wheelies. and he just did them for me like all day lol. ooo and he lives in vegas, my fav place to be lol. so ya. well before i go i have to tell u one last thing , i am never going to get married. cuz well it wood be gay. and how could u like someone for like 50 years. wow lol. well i gots ta go. ttyl!!! hope u are all doing amazing!!!

lots of hearts,
Me <3

ps. woot woot lol