Sunday May 18, 2008

sorry i missed u guys yesterday i was really busy. it was an alright day yesterday i guess. things could have been better but things could have been worse. i woke up yesterday and i checked my email and then got around. then i went and mowed my grandparents lawn, it was really long and it took a lot of work. they have a huge yard. today my arms hurt really bad from lifting the bag to dump the grass, but by the end of the summer i should have pretty big muscles lol. then i went to my little brothers baseball game. it was really hot outside. i got sunburned. it sucked. but then today i woke up and it was gone. it turned into a tan but not a very good one lol. then i went to my cousins graduation party, it was pretty fun. i talked to blith and she told us some funny stories and then i got to meet my cousins boyfriend, juan, he is pretty nice. it was really relaxing cuz i just sat on the porch and let the wind blow on me. then at about 9 my aunt took me to go shopping for duckie's birthday. i got her some huge white sunglasses with butterflies on the side and some chocolate lollipops. she has chocolate lollipop eyes, so thats why i got them for her. then i came home, ate some french fries, and then talked to trisha, and then went to bed. i feel really bad cuz well me and trisha got in 2 fights yesterday. it was horrible and it was all my fault. but i hope that we are not fighting anymore, she hasnt txted me back yet. i feel awful, it was all my fault. ugh, my life sucks. i cant really explain how i am feeling right now. its like i cant control my emotions, i mean one minute i am happy and then the next i am not. i dont know wats wrong with me, but watever. well i have to go get ready to go to my cousins graduation. i hope all of u have an amazing day!!!

LOv3,
Me

ps. Trisha i am really sorry, please dont be mad at me.
pss. duckie i LOv3 U!!!!!
psss. nomi i am sorry bout all that is happening to u
pssss. i love u guys!!